Monday, November 27, 2006

Injustice anywhere, is a threat to Justice Everywhere!

It has been a long while since I last sat in front of my laptop, ready to explode, ready to disclose. My eyes have been either glued to thick old books, or to Power Point creating and designing my presentations. Sometimes I believe that I work best when I am under pressure. It is the only time that I reach points beyond my expectations. I like this about myself. Whenever I set for a certain point I usually reach a step beyond it, which gives me great pleasure because I feel like I received an extra push from a force within me which knows how hard I have been working and wants to encourage me in an indirect way. After two weeks of complete disarray I was a hair away from having a fanatically frantic hysteria. I decided to ask my friend to come for a day with me to Bristol, just for a quick change and come back on the same day. It was literally an eight hours drive, but worth it. Mostly, I liked the feeling when I was driving from Manchester to Bristol. It felt like I was leaving a burden away and the faster I went the more exhilaration I experienced. And as I let the windows down, I began to feel my lungs expanding once again as fresh air continued to surpass my oesophagus in and out in a circulation. That very moment I realised that perhaps my body needed an escape away more than my soul. I am leaving Manchester to the country side, to remind my eyes of other natural colours, greens blues and yellows. Also to free my soul and let it run around wild as I let go of my worries, for a couple of hours. Every once in a while, we just need to be free of chores, free of worry, free of any internal and/or external chaotic environment… then only we can be ourselves and come down to ourselves, then only we can be human and only human without the excess of materialistic stains; so if freedom is a fruit we all long to taste from time to time, why do we cut the trees that produce it.

2 Comments:

Blogger Hopeless Poet said...

I also achieve under pressure and my supervisor wrote that in his evaluation! I think it is a virgo thing ;)

You need to update :P <-- Look who is talking! :D

6:50 am  
Blogger memi said...

loool i know
i always say ill update but i just hate typing something personal when im stressed... it all jumbles up to clusters of nonsense!

3:25 pm  

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