Cornered in a Choetic Coffin
Why?....is it when I feel frustrated . . . angry . . . sad and lost, I feel as though my soul sinks within myself…Tell me…what AM I supposed to do with all those leftover feelings …and tell me how am I supposed to feel when all those nightmares become real. Sometimes when my emotions clog every vein in my body, my blood rushes quickly from one direction to the other, trying to find a way in or out, but it cant escape and in a blink of a second, an emotional rush collides with my bloodstream causing an explosion of screams under my fragile skin. Sometimes I manage my whole day rather well, but as soon as it begins to get a little darker another side of me just lurks out. Just like a werewolf, only this time it’s an emotional reversion. My skin is rubbed off with a vibe of frustration evaporated by the heat of my emotional-stream that directs the blood in my body and before I can even scream for a helping-hand, my skin rubs off in a form of sheer shedding and there I am…left as raw and vulnerable as can possibly be. I don’t look I don’t see and I open up for nobody. Now…I feel as thought I am Cornered in a chaotic coffin of confusion.
World… I beg of you …be easy on me… Life . . . I beg of you…befriend me…
World… I beg of you …be easy on me… Life . . . I beg of you…befriend me…
posted by memi at 5:47 pm
1 Comments:
May be if u face your feelings and fears..if you stop being afraid from that may be you will feel better. May be if you open ur heart and share all of your feelings the bad once before the good once with someone that you trust may be you will feel better. May be if you find someone to tell that one anything and all what comes to your mind without thinking much ,ta3geed or 5oof may be you will feel better. You asked the life to become a friend with you but friendship needs both side to work on it so may be you need to become a friend with the life so that life become a friend with you but more important u need to become a friend with yourself, your leftover feelings, old memories and emotions whatever they are. When nightmares become real you should be happy because they are not nightmares any more and 5ala9 they are real and your are facing them and they will not come to you anymore. Also when ever you do things in the right way you will never regret or feel bad since you know that u did what is was right. Finally as you said at ur older posts god is there and he is big and as u said kaman ala bethekr allah ta6ma2en el goolb. Yallah Ya rab 6amn her heart and remove all the things elly bothering her or making her feeling bad.
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