Cornered in a Choetic Coffin

Why?....is it when I feel frustrated . . . angry . . . sad and lost, I feel as though my soul sinks within myself…Tell me…what AM I supposed to do with all those leftover feelings …and tell me how am I supposed to feel when all those nightmares become real. Sometimes when my emotions clog every vein in my body, my blood rushes quickly from one direction to the other, trying to find a way in or out, but it cant escape and in a blink of a second, an emotional rush collides with my bloodstream causing an explosion of screams under my fragile skin. Sometimes I manage my whole day rather well, but as soon as it begins to get a little darker another side of me just lurks out. Just like a werewolf, only this time it’s an emotional reversion. My skin is rubbed off with a vibe of frustration evaporated by the heat of my emotional-stream that directs the blood in my body and before I can even scream for a helping-hand, my skin rubs off in a form of sheer shedding and there I am…left as raw and vulnerable as can possibly be. I don’t look I don’t see and I open up for nobody. Now…I feel as thought I am Cornered in a chaotic coffin of confusion.

World… I beg of you …be easy on me… Life . . . I beg of you…befriend me…